Lord, you said seek first thy kingdom and your righteousness. Lord, you said seek and I shall find. I went to church and found not thy kingdom there. For how can that be if those that be there are yet still bound and sitting in darkness? I sought to find it there because...well, we are the ones whom You have cleansed of all unrighteousness. I went every Wednesday, I went every Sunday and even went on other days but I can't say that this was the kingdom of God. Righteousness, peace, joy in the Holy Ghost? Our people are still living in darkness, had no peace from common enemies that our brothers outside the church were also facing and joy was a only a mask to be worn on the days we came together. It was good to come together. I tasted all that You speak of but never found the kingdom there. Was I lost or was it lost? I did find it though, thankfully. Just like You said I would...but not at church. It was in the church. I am the church. We are the church. "The kingdom is inside of you", You said. "Not of words but of power". I came to myself and realized the Truth. I never needed to go to church because I am the church. Church was where I was. The kingdom of God was inside of me and I was bringing it near to others wherever I was going. The kingdom of heaven is multiplying rapidly. Inside of me and outside of me, because of me. You have placed power inside of me and not words. The power to bring forth the Word that you placed inside of me was brought on by something unique. You said I must be born again. Unless a man be born again, he can not enter the kingdom. I have found the Kingdom of God inside of me and I have gone in. I have heaven built into my body...your temple, where You live and reign. You taught us to pray "thy kingdom come" and it has. Now your will can be done on earth wherever I go. And earth will be just like heaven. You came to establish your kingdom in the earth by sending your church. The house of God was always me. I now know why earth is still dark and evil. Your people have been lied to and think going to a special place, at a special time, meeting with special people and bringing You offers there, that this will save them. The kingdom of heaven was at hand when You walked the earth and by now should've been far advanced. Forgive us Lord, forgive your body, your church? Thy Kingdom has come.
