I've never wanted to be great and achieve much. All I ever wanted to be, was a son. All I ever wanted was to be loved and know love. And ever since the revelation of Love was poured out in my heart, I began to grow greater in this life. Greater in the sight of blood and water, yet to myself I was just a son. This was the peak of my quest and I needed nothing more. Unbeknown to me, being an heir meant more than I thought of it to be. Legally I was entitled and empowered far beyond my limited thinking. The box I lived in was constantly being knocked and rattled by the demands of my inheritance. And as much as I was settled in my cube of comfort, Life itself was shining through the cracks of these ever crumbling walls. There was another Way other than the way I knew and had taken all these years, while being His child. This was the only Way. Along the way my truth had deviated from Truth himself. All this time - becoming a son and squandering my Father's love - I was unhatched and living a half life along with so many others living in their own boxes. I'm only beginning to break out of this shelter of lies and my emerging is fraught with unrest. So many siblings, so many boxes... so many shelves of slaves of self. Loved ones hidden in pride, contained only by themselves and the lies they accepted. Restricted to leave by no one and preoccupied with complacency. All the while having no awareness of the end of days.
I'm not even positioned to say more of them seeing as I rise only now. Or am I? Or is this just another box of the matrix I'm yet to unravel? All I know for now is that my Father calls me higher. Closer and nearer to be greater in His kingdom and not in this world. Less world and more heaven. My unboxing has no effect to those still packaged in dormancy. Those who observe cracks in their systems will find this light piercing the walls of their heart. Arise, shine! For your light has come; the glory of the LORD has risen upon you.